| On the day I was supposed to be brought into
the oven, I was thrilled because the moment has finally arrived for me
to become what most breads have always wanted to be - a high quality red
bean bread.
As I continue to ponder on that, I began to giggle in excitement. |
| When the baker began to take me and my friends out from the oven, I was ecstatic because everything had went smoothly. However, my happiness is somehow short-lived when the baker accidentally tilted the pan and... |
| And I fell back into the oven and
disappeared into a cloud of smoke. I looked around for my friends but
they were not there. I was very afraid.
I was getting cooked again and there was a burnt smell seeping out from me. I thought to myself "Somebody please come and save me!" |
| Nobody noticed that I was missing and I
waited in the oven for another 30 minutes. My skin was no longer a golden
color and had turned dark brown. I smelt awful.
Finally, the baker saw me and took me out from the oven, but he did not place me back on the shelves where the other red bean buns were. |
| I am a burnt bread and certainly, nobody wants to buy me. I felt lonely and upset. I thought to myself that my life as a bread was very meaningless. I was so disillusion that my eyes turned white. |
| The other red bean buns always mock at me, calling me awful names. The baker did not even pay attention to me at all. I think the whole world hates me. |
| I decided to run away from home. Nobody will care anyway. I shall run to a place where nobody exists and nobody will make fun of me. |
| I spent most of my time smoking and drinking milk as beer. I became very depressed and pessimistic. |
| After a few days, I finally came to my senses, and decided not to live my life like this anymore. The bakery is still my home after all. |
| Back at the bakery I decided to read a book titled "How to become a delicious bread" to improve myself. I believed that if I continue to work hard, I will eventually attain my dream of becoming a delicious red bean bun. |
| But every time I see the other red bean buns I lose hope and become jealous again. I always lecture them about the life of being a bread and because of that, all of them were afraid of me. |
Lol. havn't been posting for sometime. Although now's not the best time to, i decided i better post if not if my STM-me surfaces again, i'll forget anything that has happened ): k. So why isn't it the best time? starts with T ends with T too! and what do you get? T-E-S-T. probably the worst time to post huh? See? the nice me just decided to post just for some entertainment. to whoever's reading and ME. just trying to keep myself busy while "break-ing" after 1/2hr of memorising geog stuffs ): no motivation really. tmr got two test leh. Geog and Phy ): but heng phy not need to really study much O: oops. but geog leh? rmbr and rmbr. and i think i just rmbred all (: not very clearly though. in bits and pieces...
So today's racial harmony day. (yay?) not cos it's racial harmony day BUT it's slacking day. we got to sit in the hall for 3 hrs? not exactly the best conditions to do so though. so uncomfortable ): but heng the performance was entertaining. at the start. then later got more and more sian until cass also fell alsleep watching. how can they be like that? we gave them such a startling performance, they should do something to startle us too what O: haha. will never forget what someone at Temasek shouted out (wah siao!) when we started playing our last song, 将军令。haha. must have been shocking (:
and then...sry Cui LS! i did'nt mean to be so blur today. but i dunno why i just can't concentrate after a whole day at school and + the lousy environment which totally echoed everything you said, i couldn't hear you, neither could shu qi. pressure for tests are motivation but pressure from you it's diff O: it will only make me forget what i wanted to play and that's it. i'm dead ): everything forget )):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIONNE! haha. sry didn't know it's your bday. haha. ps for the ugly letter(which didn't even looked like one). i was trying to choing it b4 you came back...so a bit ugly ): in fact i know it's horrendously horrendous. so sian mu...your bday so early. (PS.whoever's bday b4 11/12 will be counted as early O:) come to think of it, it makes me feel young (: huiwen is just 2 weeks younger than me! YAY! that makes me a year 2 too!!!
